I can see the light but I dont know what its shining on ........

.......Just watched a programme taped by a friend.... Her Master's Voice  ....there's a small snippet here -  www.youtube.com/watch?v=09z2seL4NF8‎

   - about a journey undertaken by Nina Conti, a ventriloquist.  I expected to be a little disturbed (watched a horror film as a kid that scared me BIG TIME) and a little ..... bored?   I did not expect to be so moved and enchanted and, though I am indeed disturbed, it is for different reasons.
She was at a turning point/crisis point in her life and had more or less decided to turn away from ventriloquism. She planned to tell Ken Campbell (her ex-lover and mentor) about her decision when she discovered he had died .... and so her journey begins .... I know watching this is meaningful coz of my emotional reaction to it .... but the grey matter hasnt caught up with the heart yet ............

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